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Saturday, 29 September 2007

Maroon 5.... Hum hmmmm

Maroon 5

Barusan mendalami lagu2nya Maroon 5 yang baru. Easy listening lhoh.... Tapi pas tau liriknya, semuanya lagu patah hati. Pertanyaannya, apakah sang pembikin lagu ni emang lagi patah hati, baru putus cinta ma ceweknya ato gimana. well, lagu2nya Maroon 5 tuh, it's always catch your ears, but the contain not always 'bout happiness. Contohnya ni

"Nothing Lasts Forever" by Maroon 5

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

*
Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains



Catatan dari saya: Most of the song is about his lovers, didn't love him anymore, cheat on him, but he still tryin' to keep that everything is allright. It is his way to say sorry to all of the mess he had make before. Everything is always messed up.

Sunday, 23 September 2007

Lagu yang acik

"Waiting On The World To Change" by Jhon Mayer

Me and all my friends
We're all misunderstood
They say we stand for nothing and
There's no way we ever could

Now we see everything that's going wrong
With the world and those who lead it
We just feel like we don't have the means
To rise above and beat it

So we keep waiting
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting
Waiting on the world to change

It's hard to beat the system
When we're standing at a distance
So we keep waiting
Waiting on the world to change

Now if we had the power
To bring our neighbors home from war
They would have never missed a Christmas
No more ribbons on their door
And when you trust your television
What you get is what you got
Cause when they own the information, oh
They can bend it all they want

That's why we're waiting
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting
Waiting on the world to change

It's not that we don't care,
We just know that the fight ain't fair
So we keep on waiting
Waiting on the world to change

And we're still waiting
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting waiting on the world to change
One day our generation
Is gonna rule the population
So we keep on waiting
Waiting on the world to change

We keep on waiting
Waiting on the world to change

p.s : thanks to azlyrics

Cozy listening

"Put Your Records On" by Corinne Bailey Rae

Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.

Maybe sometimes, we've got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Blue as the sky, sunburnt and lonely,
Sipping tea in a bar by the roadside,
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Got to love that afro hair do.

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

'Twas more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer?
Do what you want to.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Oh, you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow


p.s: thanks to azlyrics

Tuesday, 11 September 2007

Hari ni...... ouch!

Thanks to my Mom's prayer..... Yihaaaa.....!

Dalam perjalanan mo potong rambut hari ni, accidentally (not quite so..) beberapa mobil beriringan dan kebetulan terjebak macet beberapa detik karena kebetulan posisinya ada di depan pertigaan yang cukup rame pada jam orang pulang kantor. Hal yang biasa sebenernya kalo kemudian saya ngga liat da mobil yang cukup saya kenal (plus inget2 nopol-nya). Kebetulan mobil itu milik dosen pembimbing tercinta yang udah beberapa bulan ini terabaikan dari ingatan gara2 desakan ekonomi sehingga harus nyari duit buat bertahan hidup di dunia yang kejam ini (though, saya tinggal ma sodara...). Mobil itu pas berenti paling depan dari antrean, dengan view (yang seharusnya kalo dimanfaatkan dengan baik oleh sang supir) langsung ke arah saya yang lagi nunggu angkot. Walhasil, saya clingak-clinguk kaya orang (sok) sibuk mencari pemandangan lain. Plus ditambah matahari yang sinarnya silau banget, alis di jidat mpe nyambung buat mengurangi sinar yang masuk ke mata. Kejadian tersebut berlangsung ampir 1 menit, so dah kaya orang salah tingkah. Ditingkahi bunyi klakson yang bertubi2, akhirnya tu kemacetan dah berlalu sampe akhirnya saya dah keabisan gaya n berdoa mati2an semoga sang supir ga liat da orang cakep nungguin angkot n menghindari kontak mata dengannya di seberang jalan. Tapi entahlah, saya pasrah aja...

Adegan itu berlalu dengan tidak adanya casualties dalam kecelakaan itu (kecuali kalo saya mati gaya masuk diitung sebagai korban). Keapesan belom berlalu ternyata karena ngga lama kemudian da mobil kelabu yang (juga) saya kenal. Oh mi God! What happen today!?!? Mirip dengan kejadian yang pertama yang (untungnya) berdurasi lebih singkat, saya lebih merana lagi di ujung jalan itu dengan adegan mati gaya yang laen. Poor me!

Apesnya saya masih nambah dengan saya pergi ke salon hari ini buat potong rambut. Saya (hanya) meminta untuk ngerapiin doang! Yang berujung pada motong rambutnya kependekan! @$#%$^^$##$#!

Plus lagi! Saya ngenet di warnet ini, ketemu ma para pekerja n pemilik ni warnet yang terhormat dan nyaris dianiaya!

Apa kabar dunia?

Monday, 10 September 2007

Yang ngga penting ngga penting

Pembicaraan tidak penting beberapa minggu yang lalu....

jtf: ngga lupa sst hari ini ksatria camen?
dwh: apaan ya? lupa
jtf: yah, itulah esensi dari kata lupa
dwh: apaan sih, kau mulai terdengar seperti imang
jtf: wahahaha.... ngejungkel aku disamain ma Imang
jtf: gapapa
jtf: aku cuma berusaha bilang sesuatu yang ngga penting tentang ada hal yang kamu lupain
jtf: trus ntar kamu keganggu secara otak, emosional dan konsentrasi buat berusaha nginget2 apa yang kamu lupain hari ini
jtf: trus abis itu kamu mulai ngga minum air, susah makan, dan akhirnya sembelit
jtf: karena males jongkok di kamar mandi lama2 karena mungkin bisa bikin ambeien, kamu minum obat anti sembelit, karena mulai berkurangnya daya konsentrasi, minumnya kebanyakan
jtf: njeprut deh.......
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Pembicaraan tidak penting hari ini

jtf:masak apa hari ini buk?
bnnk:mo masak sego mawut
jtf:segone mawut2 kemana gitu....
~~~~~~dead air~~~~~~

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Pembicaraan tidak penting kemaren

jtf:ni minumnya, di abisin dulu yah, baru boleh pergi. Harus lhoh...
tvn:duh mbak, ga usah repot2. ngga enak nich jadi ngerepotin
jtf:ngga repot kok, kan dah ada yang instan-instan
~~~~~~dead air~~~~~~

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Bener-bener ga penting deh.....
(Bukti kemunduran mental pemilik blog akhir2 ini.)

"Ground to Jatu! Ground to Jatu! Pffft!"

Saturday, 1 September 2007

Niwa with name_175

Niwa with name_175
Niwa with name_175,
originally uploaded by jatufnugr.
my first trial with adobe photoshop

Tuesday, 28 August 2007

Stupidity level

Ah, well, sometimes our life doesn’t run well as our will. Some people say life is sucks! As for me, life is a gift. Many things we’ve regret usually has some benefit behind it. We can take some lesson from it, and then we wouldn’t fall in the same hole twice, right?

But I'm not that lucky, sometimes I still fall in the nearest hole next to the first hole I fall in to before.
Stupidity can be measured, the best title call himself imbecile. Me myself call my own stupidity level as 'camen', a little lower than idiot. My stupidity is still beyond my head’s control. Ha ha, who can control their stupidity anyway… it happens not in our consciousness. Consciousness will rise if we had a smart brain inside our head. And a person who has it is people who had given a gift. I’m not part of that society ‘cause I feel that my head already cracked somehow someday in my past when it got hit by somethin’.
Ah, let’s forget it, shouldn’t we?

Let's see, I have another story, saved in my computer years ago. I'm intended to make it as short story. And once again, it just a plan.


Soulmate

How is it like to love someone and knowing that he didn’t feel the same to you? Or loving someone that also loves you but can’t be together because he’s with someone else? Or, how about this, you love someone, he loves you too, but you can’t get together?
I never feel such of feeling. In fact, I never really fall in love with someone. Just feel of sympathy. It happen many times until I think, can I fall in love with someone? Do you believe in first love? I can’t believe it; I haven’t felt it and my logical thinking can’t say that’s right.
I have a story to tell. I met someone. First time I know him, I kind of make a distance with him because people tell me that the guy is a little bit hard to be closed. Why? Nobody knows. Unfriendly, serious, smart and so on. Kind of person that not close to anyone else. And then that opportunity came. I have to spend some days with him and I found something that I’ve ever known from someone (I know) before. He’s different from what people think about him and, plus, I found out why. We have so many in common, shockingly, until what is for me is my ideal life. Songs, movie, our past, kind of family, what I’ve ever done that to me, it’s rare to be done by others. And that time, he treat me like (somewhat) sister. That’s what I accept. Don’t know ‘bout he trying to be nice to me, I feel that but, well, not clear. Forget what I’m saying.
Well, time goes by, he’s running his life as usual, and so do I. But I figure out something wrong with me. Listening some music reminds me of him. And then I start to miss him. Then I know there something wrong with me that every topic I discuss with my friend (mostly, but not all, only about 60%) is about him. Oh no! But he does already have a “friend”. Just consider him as a brother like what I have done before. And it’s better. But maybe, just in case, if he broke up, I’ll be moving forward and fight. Just kidding… because I know, I miss him because I’ve spend sometime with him and you know…. I won’t tell you that here….

Wednesday, 15 August 2007

Semarang Pesona Asia. Wow!

Abis jalan2 muter2 Simpang Lima Semarang. Agak kaget juga ngeliat da tenda2 gedhe, trus lapangan yang biasanya ijo becek tu dah ditutup triplek dan karpet merah. Sekelilingnya tiba2 da pager muterin lapangan. Usut punya usut, malemnya ada acara pembukaan Semarang Pesona Asia. Wow! pa'an tuh? yah, hanya sebuah program yang dicetuskan walikota tercinta (oleh partisan dan simpatisannya) biar Semarang ni bakal dikunjungi turis.

Well, pesona asia ya.... Hanya bertanya, sebelah mananya Semarang ya yang merepresentasikan pesona dari Asia? Marina? Kota Lama? Tinjomoyo? Gereja Blendhuk? Lawang Sewu? Sam poo kong? Mana ya? Kalo dipikir2, sebenernya ada tempat wisata apa sich di Semarang? Kalo menurut orang2 yang dah berdomisili di kota ini cukup lama, ada banyak tempat yang merupakan spot wisata, tapi sayangnya ga terawat dengan baik. Saya kira belom ada tuh tempat yang jadi trademark dari Semarang. Kota lama? Di tiap kota gede kayanya ada dech. Palingan juga Tugu muda, Gereja blendhuk, Bonbin Tinjomoyo, palagi yah? Itu juga semua kusem2. Ga mudeng deh ma pengertian "Semarang Pesona Asia." Kalo dibikin kaya Singapore gituh, lha di sana mereka dah ngangkat soal wisata belanja-nya. Malaysia, mungkin mereka berusaha ngekspose keragaman budaya ma orang Melayu plus wisata kuliner yang asyik. Begitu juga dengan KL-nya a.k.a. Kuala Lumpur. Lha Semarang? Entah.

Kalo menurut saya sich, daya tarik Semarang ni ada di kawasan Kota Lama sono. Ehm, mungkin karena saya orag yang amat sangat berminat pada gedung2 lama (seorang temen bahkan bilang, harusnya saya idup di masa lalu). Misal nich, daerah sana beneran di-conserv dengan baik, perawatan yang bagus, ga heran kalo itulah tempat yang cocok sebagai pesona Asia. Sayangnya secara rutin, kawasan tersebut mendapat kunjungan kehormatan dari rob dari laut.

Entahlah, agak2 skeptis gitu liatnya. Mungkin kalo misal program ini berusaha untuk membuat orang2 yang tinggal di kota ini (ga hanya penduduk aslinya lho) untuk merasa memiliki sebuah kawasan yang disebut Semarang, otomatis lah, kota ini akan lebih baik. Ga da tuh orang buang sampah sembarangan, jalan juga ga mpe bolong2, setiap orang akan mudah untuk tergerak bareng2 ngatasi rob, karena mereka merasa,'inilah tempat gw n anak2 gw hidup, nyari makan dan menghirup udara buat idup.' Mereka akan membuat tempat tinggalnya nyaman untuk ditempati. Kalo tempatnya dah OK, mo bikin program kaya apapun juga pasti jalan. Just an opinion I.

P.S.: Ini adalah bulan yang membahagiakan. Kemaren tanggal 10, Bapak ultah, yang ke berapa Pak ya? Kalo ngga salah ke 78 ya Pak? Moga2 Bapakku yang satu ini tetep sehat sampe kapanpun, semangatnya ga berkurang walo dada dah mulai sesek mulu, tetep rajin ibadah dan ngga lupa untuk tetep mbimbing anaknya yang bandel2 ini. Amin. Yang kedua, saya yang ultah. Hehehe....

Tuesday, 7 August 2007

Dah

Syukur deh, beberapa pekerjaan dah dikelarin, trus sekarang tinggal ngurus sidang ma pekerjaan yang atunya, lho, ngga kelar2 ya.... wa gimana ni....?????

Kemaren puas juga abis muter2 Java Mall, ma ke PRPP. Pas lagi di sana, malah ketemu temen yang lagi ngegelar dagangan rumah makan Padang (thanks Soto Padangnya ya Bro! Enak!) Ya udah mampir deh di sono. Ngobrol bentar, trus jalan lagi. Saya cuma beli kaos yang da logo Starbucks-nya. Warnanya abu2. Murah, cuman sayang ngga bisa ditawar lagi (emang mo harga berapa mBak?). Trus beli bihun yang bikinnya dari jagung, tu stand ternyata nawarin berbagai produk dari olahan jagung, ternyata enak juga. Pas dah mo abis, ternyata bumbunya da yang ngendap di bawah, jadi asin banget kuahnya, eyuch... Kita pergi berempat (saya, temen kost 1, temen kost2 ma cowoknya), tapi ga tau yach, berasa aneh aja,saya ga ngerasa bebas jalan. Ngeliat yang lagi berdua jadi gimana gituh, kaya jalan ma ortu ma anaknya, saling ngatur n ujung2nya berantem, aneh.... Pulangnya, keujanan. Komik yang baru dibeli cuma seharga 3rb, masuk di tas dan tetep kebasahan. Huhuhu.......

Aniweiiiiii..... saya lagi pengen upload foto, tapi fotonya belom ada. Ntar deh, di flickr. Kenapa sekarang jadi linglung yah, dah gitu mulai males lagi... Arrrrrgggghghhh!

Wednesday, 25 July 2007

Akhirnya nonton Basket juga

Terakhir kali nonton basket, ato main, kayanya dah berbulan2 yang lalu deh. Akhirnya, seorang temen baik (kayanya dia lagi hepi tuh, berhasil melewati rintangan2nya) ngajakin nonton IBL di GOR Sahabat. Yang main, Bhineka lawan Indonesia Muda.

Awal maen, Ya Allah, jeleknya pol. Serasa ngeliat anak SMA main basket di event lokal. Defense masing2 tim jelek. Offense sering berhasil karena beruntung. IM bahkan sering kebobolan gara2 bagian belakangnya sering kosong. Entah emang mereka defense dg cara kaya gitu ato emang strateginya Bhineka yang sukses. Entahlah... Bhineka menang dengan selisih skor setengah bola. In the end, it's a good fight anyway, walo berawal buruk.

Abis itu, kita foto2 ma pemain, lapangan dan beberapa pernik2 yang ada disitu. Walo cuma pake HP kamera, semoga ja ga jelek2 banget fotonya.

Pulangnya, saya menyempatkan beli merchandize, mug (pa tempat kobokan ya?) ma kaos. Itupun dari hasil ngutang, merogoh saku terdalam dan ngumpulin duit2. Akhirnya kebeli juga.

P.S. : Lolik kalo gondrong lucu ih. Pake kumis tipis2 juga. Kemaren jadi ngga nyadar kalo dia Lolik, kalo ngga diingetin.